Archive for February, 2007

I Take It Back…

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I’m taking back what I said about being so great at German. I thought I was. That is until I was proven otherwise. :(
Maybe I’m not so good. That makes me sad, though…to be shitty at the thing that that I love most in the world. It breaks my heart. ♥
Life sucks.
Everyne keeps telling me…All you need to do is go to Germany for a year and then you’ll finally break through and get it, you’re a very smart girl, Karla, but you really need to go. DUH! Don’t you think I know that I need to go to Germany? It would be totally random if I was a German teacher and I had never been to Germany. How could I ever teach kids about it if I hadn’t experienced it for myself? I couldn’t. I wouldn’t. That would be lame. For them, it would be like having a geography teacher who has never traveled the world, but has studied it extensively in books and from pictures. It’s not the same.
I’m not ready for upper level German courses in the fall. That would just put me in a worse German hole than I am now. I’m scared.
What should I do?
I just want to be good. I just want to do well. That’s all. :)